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i'm a self proclaimed make-up addict♥ and a college student majoring in early childhood education. i love hello kitty, and all things girly. i love going out & having a good time! who doesn't?
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Friday, September 11, 2009

my ramblings about my current situation

I guess, I've never really explained much about myself. But I guess you could say I'm going through some tough times, it's just one of those days where you just feel like dropping everything and staying in bed (but you can't, lol we've all heard that one before).

It mainly has to do with a relationship of mine, after being together for four years, through the years of immaturity, and growing up, I'm just stuck. I admit that I'm not perfect, and nobody is, but it's just, it seems like I'm not doing enough. And I guess, I'm stubborn too, pushing for change and pushing for compromise, but who wouldn't in any given situation?

I can honestly say I care so much for this person, but it's just hard, the way he always seems to push my buttons so easily, it frustrates me, and I don't really know how to handle with it, other than vying for space. It's crazy how you can care so much for someone, but the puzzle pieces are changing shape.